Emotions Colliding

As I cried in the quiet of my house I asked the Lord for wisdom to know what was right and wrong in our current situation. Without going into details my tears were tangible evidence that from so many places within that my passion, zeal, dreariness, hurt and discouragement were all colliding together. I longed to hear the Lord's voice. I longed to have absolute clarity of the direction He had for Jeff and I. I simply longed to feel His nearness, especially this afternoon.

I post this publicly because I know I will be reading this a year or two from now and reflecting on how the Lord brought us through this difficult season of life. I write this now to "bookmark" the video the Lord so powerfully used to encourage me. I write because someday I will be able to put into words the story the Lord is allowing us to experience and writing through the process. I write because someday I will be able to share some of that story and express the powerful testimony of the Lord's faithfulness in every situation of our lives. I write because this is something I do not want to forget.